Early days, 1994, Rei Kawakubo delivered a CdG Fall collection called 'Metamorphosis'. Of particular note were the looks featuring lumpen protuberant rolls of fabric on garments cut from fabulous boiled wool.
One of my favourite Cindy Sherman Comme des Garcons collaborations uses one of these creations. Don't you wonder what inspired Sherman to deliver such a fascinating visual concept?
- In an insect or amphibian, it is the process of transformation from an immature form to an adult form in two or more distinct stages
- A change of the form or nature of a thing or person into a completely different one.
The astounding masks submerge the character's personality and ability to communicate (ever had one of those horrible dreams and you're trying to shout out and all that comes out is a pathetic feeble "ahhh ahhh".)
I think the one thing this collection transformed for me, was the opening up of my design mind to mixing patterns and colours.
The crotchet-look dress needed a bit of transforming. It had become a tad "snug' around the waist, so I created an under dress, replaced the outer zip with ribbon I had in supply, and a dress which previously was too small was now wearable, on top of another one. The last time I wore this ensemble, a friend was very concerned that I hadn't done up my zip. I had to say "No, no, that's how it is meant to be!"
This is an image of American film director Susan Seidelman
(on the left) and Susan Berman, who played Wren in Seidelman’s, 1982 debut film
‘Smithereens’, set in contemporary New York city. During that decade New York
was a city where it seemed so possible to escape where you were from and figure
out who you really were. To leave a small town or suburb for New York city was
both a mecca and a refuge.
Think Patti Smith. In 1967 she took a leap of faith and
travelled to New York, with nowhere to stay and no prospects. Within time, she
met Robert Mapplethorpe and her life as a New York City artist began. Patti
Smith described her time with Robert Mapplethorpe as being “in a fresh state of
transformation”, about to become the artists they would go on to be.
Patti Smith, 1976 in NYC
In 2016, Seidelman said, “Smithereens is about a woman who
is trying to reinvent herself. She makes mistakes, she has some bad judgement
in men, but she always bounces back.”
(When Seidelman cast Berman, she instructed her to watch ‘Nights of
Cabiria', the Fellini film about a prostitute in search of true love.)
What Wren seems to unconsciously desire more than love,
though, is a kind of recognition mixed with a sense of belonging. Though she
has friends scattered here and there, she is ultimately alone.
(Seidelman came from a suburb in Philadelphia. She had
studied fashion design at the then Drexel Institute of Technology, but
discovered that she loathed sewing, however what did stick with her from that
experience, was the idea of using clothes to define a character, as signifiers
of transformation.)
This is an image of me, taken about the same time as the
Seidelman/Berman photo, early 80s, on the intersection of Devon and Aro
Streets, Te Aro Valley, Wellington.
I grew up in a small rural Northern Southland town, called
Balfour. I had been to boarding school in Invercargill and Dunedin and had now
made my way to Wellington. I, like Wren, made mistakes, those bad judgements
regard men. I was restless, work life, as well as social life, was
problematic.
Eventually a return to my whanau got me back to some
stability. A transformation began. I restudied in a direction that fed my
curiosity and creativity, clothing, textiles, design. I started to get my own
direction. I was reinventing myself and it was good.
London became my New York. Like Patti S I took a leap of
faith and exposed myself to many wonderful creative inspirations. I thrived on it
and absorbed as much as I could.
One day I purchased a card with this message,
and inside it I scrawled, “I want to be a fabric artist,
that is work and express myself using textiles/fabrics/materials, with a
sprinkle of poet.”
In ‘An Intimate History of Humanity’, Theodore Zeldin wrote
“To discover in what direction one wishes to go, one needs to acquire memories
with a new shape, memories which point into the future, and which have direct
relevance to one’s present preoccupations.”
Here goes, a stream of conscious memories giving me
direction…Danced around in my petticoat to music on the radio and piano Loved
discussions at Sunday School Loved going to the Gore Public Library thought
Miss Delamore fascinating in her Danish clogs Emma Peel was so cool An
interaction with pine trees experimental pubertal experience Wrote asking Len
Curry to run a Youth Group A short story of mine was read out in class It was
based on another pupil acting out being a pirate Letter I composed (class
exercise) was chosen to be sent and the gentleman it was sent to commented on it
Loved getting magazines/comics at Smiths Stationery Shop Loved visiting
museums, big whale skeleton Otago Museum, the old street Canterbury Museum
Loved having my back and tickling other backs nice feeling Outfit I liked from
Avengers book Linda Thornton character I got it made for me the pattern as well
Knitted string bag on the big wooden needles Loved Mum’s button tin Sewed a
cushion with big yellow sun appliqued to it Knitted a black shawl on big wooden
needles Took that worsted woollen suit jacket of Mum’s (she wore it in her 20s)
and wore it with my wardrobe Thought Mary Quant so cool made a pair of oxford
Bags out of calico first wash they shrunk Loved it when Granny bought me a book
from Gore Being able to eat fruit good access to big boxes apples and oranges
Sally McC and I using beds as trampolines! Loved history that French Revolution
book and painting of Marat dead in his bath it fascinated me My kaleidoscope
Loved Heather Roy’s wedding outfit stilettos hats always looking at Jackie’s
bridesmaid outfit Loved school! Susan in the Land of the Bible I thought her so
like me I wanted to be a marching girl That wee lamb and when I went out in the
morning it was dead Always admired various modes of dress that other women wore
the colours the styles Ballet/Dance books TinTin books The Adventures of Worked
with a girl from other school in cooking class Loved doing projects e.g. Marie
Curie Garibaldi Louis Pasteur Pink towelling white fringing poncho Pink flower
bell bottoms Striped pirate top Loved the animals lambs dogs cats Penfriends
Jennifer Mary Davies Debbie Nikaforuk Love of books Madeline Red Balloon Famous
Five Malory Towers Old Man and the Sea Alice in Wonderland Through the Looking
Glass (Melvyn Peake illustrations) Lottie and Lisa (The Parent Trap) TV
programme about woman Samurai she was fascinating Report written from St John’s
Granny said she’d never seen such a good one Performing my speech exam piece to
the class Sister gave me t-shirt and Mickey Mouse applique loved it TV
production Great Expectations vivid memory of Estelle What course hands you
have boy Loved watching the old movies on TV Those great recitals of Eve Poole
Best of times Worst of times the one about Nuclear bomb I am the one who did
this I am the one who did that no one taking responsibility The stage
production we did at St John’s I brought along Camp 69 t-shirt for Angela B to
wear as a hippie Going to capping concerts with Mother and we got up and danced
on stage seeing Christo wrapping Australian coastline film clip it was
memorable Loved the series of history books we had yellow orange green covers
Paper doll cut-outs Cut up Mother’s wedding dress Created a piupiu got dye all
over my dress Sindy doll Tuppence doll Maori doll Wedding doll Book with Emma
Peel outfits White beatle boots tent dress sailor suit dress midi coat with fur
Painted old cast iron bed ends canary yellow Tie-dyed sheets and covers Hoodie
out of cushion Red nylon ski jacket Pink woollen trousers Twiggy haircut Read
Anne Frank at rugby match Casey Jones hat.
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sltsltbsigning off transformed.
I also really appreciate this quote from Betsy Greer, the Godmother of Craftivism.
"To create is to transform. The act of creating is an act of hope, but also an act of transformation. When we have an idea, then turn it into something viewable or tangible, we're inviting others into a conversation we first had with ourselves. For me, internally that conversation first looks like sharing how creativity can bring you closer to myself. (And become a home within myself.) Externally that looks like sharing creative mantras as small nudges to people in my universe that echo outward through small pieces of work, talks and workshops. The transformative bit? Taking an idea we had and finding out that we can turn it into something real to share and connect with others."